at least i got my shit figured out. spring is coming and i can see great things happening....

I thought that your senior year was supposed to be fun and exciting...mine's been nothing but confusion and a shit-ton of stress. I don't know where I want to go to school, and fuck, I don't know what I want to be "when I grow up". I feel like my time is running out and I have just a few weeks to come to a conclusion. 4 year college or Community? In State or out of state? and fuck those act tests.

this might sound stupid, but I really wish we could just have one more year. I'm just not ready yet.

im so not ready for college

seems like everyone has now left xanga for facebook...I actually kind of like it better..

work is really tiring me out... so I requested off a lot this week, and even more the next.

Today I have a hair appt then I'm gonna go out shopping again for more clothes for senior portraits...the portaits are this tuesday...and sadly I really don't know what to wear...

My bday is in 8 days. Get excited about that one.
Too bad I have a mandatory meeting, even though I requeted off

Then St Louis for Thanksgiving, I think?

uhg this week was one of the worst. let's hope next week gets better.

 < i love her. she's freaking hawt. too bad her eyes are closed! hah